I've had so many things going on, so many thoughts in my head, I couldn't get them down on paper. So many things I have wanted to write about, but getting them out of the brain and through my fingers to the keyboard has been impossible the last few weeks. I keep making notes of things I want to write about but then when it comes time to sit down and process all the information -- the "processing" fails. Some days it is like that.....hard to express what you want to say......hard to even say the things you want to say.
I panic when I can't get the thoughts organized in my brain enough to share them. I think "this is the beginning of the end", "I'll never be able to have a rational thought in my brain". But, eventually, the thoughts become clearer and sharper.......for now.