It's been a weird week. I seem to be about a step behind in everything I do. I'm very unsettled and I don't do well when I am. And, I can't pinpoint the problem, it just happens. I have a lot on my mind and since my mind doesn't function properly, it's like these things get stuck in my mind and there is no room for everything else to go into it. The things on my mind are weighing heavily on me right now. I used to be able to let things go, but that is more difficult for me now. I focus on them so much that they eat away at me. My patience wears thin and I can get pretty cranky. When I was young and someone would tell me that I was cranky I would go take a nap and that seemed to help. Taking a nap these days doesn't help so much.
I just re-read this and it rambles -- sorry about that. Can't seem to capture the words the way I want them today.